💭 Have you ever been sad without understanding why?
💭 Is it hard to find joy in the things you usually love?
💭 Do you skip social activities to stay at home in bed?
💭 Is it difficult to get out of bed, shower, get dressed, smile, laugh and feel good?
All of these feelings and conditions can be characteristics of depression. Depression affects our feelings, thoughts and actions. Most often, the symptoms develop gradually. You can feel that things are pointless, that things that go wrong are your own fault, and that you are sometimes left with an awkward experience when you are social with others. When you have been persistently depressed, it can be harder to get up in the morning and sometimes depression will lead to you preferring to stay at home.
For many, depression can be experienced as so heavy that you no longer appear to be yourself. There are also many people who use most of their energy to appear as normal as possible, by either hiding or covering it up. Often it goes beyond one's closest relationships.